The spiritual heart is an organic living machine, opening windows to creation and time, a residence for our Eternal soul, able to infinitely amplify and receive words that can destroy or bring life, and a throne room for a judge. Only God can control this magnificent machine, and only when you surrender and become One with The Crucified and Merciful Christ
Refuse this Salvation, and at Judgement you will condemn yourself. Your heart will sever all connections with Joy and Life, fuse itself to the infinite suffering Hell, and amplify your words of self condemnation Eternally.
At Judgement Day, only One can save you, but He will not, for if you refused His Salvation while you faced men, He will refuse to save you when you face Eternity.
Our desperate need is for God's Wisdom, but God will not allow us to mix His pure Wisdom with our destructive plans. Therefore, He wisely holds back on granting Wisdom, even when asked for, until we see the destructiveness of our decisions and actions, to the point of mourning. This is an essential part of the process known as Repentance, without which we Eternally die.
It is impossible to REPENT until we see that it was our actions that put Jesus on the Cross. Religious people crucified Jesus. Public servants made it legal. Heroic people accomplished the deed. Those that called Him Lord & friend either betrayed or abandoned Him. If I were there, I would have participated in this heinous deed of Crucifixion in some way. Jesus not only died for me, He died because of me.
